i've lost who i am and i can't understand why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love. without love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on. but i know all i know is that the end's beginning. who i am from the start, take me home to my heart. let me go and i will run, i will not be silent. all this time spent in vain. wasted years, wasted gain. all is lost, hope remains. and this war's not over. kayla.